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wonderland

by minivan gogh

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1.
it's a dream 03:15
enter the world other way going slowly is all I have to say all the blind lead the blind gaze in the emptiness ‘cuz you’ll never find it’s a dream its all image in this nation can’t tell what’s real versus imagination never to feel, never to give you’d have to fall asleep to find ten minutes to live it’s a dream see the fear all the hate we fly all over these polluted landscapes beneath brainwaves a sub mission i’d like to find the key to all nocturnal emissions it’s a dream can’t live awake, Can’t sleep today can't control the madness it will go its own way what you save it’s all spent can’t concentrate through all these rapid movements it’s a dream
2.
you’d like to speculate the nature of the dreams that come and gone a need to fill the space where emptiness grows freely once upon a place to generate illusions of a permanence to come we live our lives in haste pass the time from one to on and on but you would have to see it through i’d like to insulate hide from all the madness on the gun throw away the waste look back its all that’s to gaze upon can love generate the will stop the murder we condone a will to recreate the beauty of a moment stands alone but you would have to see it through
3.
liberate 03:41
Like snakes in a pit you ring and kill them as they retreat From on high` you're blind to all the death you cause on distant streets And all the pain, it’s just a drop on the map (fuck it) you never see The rage. inside the dead abide by the principles that you seek When you drop the bombs To instill with shock and awesome lack of humanity It’s just a game, you play a child creates a new hegemony From the sweat of slaves you pay so that they’ll pretend they're free Its all the same a whipping post drawn in the desert we all see You drop the bombs Kiss the tip of my cruise missile We liberate you in the name of the father, son and holy vessel to be filled up with your pain fall down from 20,000 feet can you feel the reign of freedom How many thousands more
4.
war is peace, love is hate you’ll never be as free as when you’re a slave its not what you cost but how you relate the poor are blessed but only at heaven’s gate the rich are working hard at being corrupt they have more time before the sheep look up pain is good, pleasure is bad you’ll never be as happy as when you feel sad we thank the man, for breaking our backs scream at the emptiness then kiss his ass but the order of things, we cannot disrupt they sharpen their knives in case the sheep look up night is day, black is white you’ll never be as blind as true believer’s sight we celebrate the murder as fighting the good fight offer up your children because death is life you think the president he really gives a fuck you’re packing wool in case the sheep look up
5.
wonderland 02:00
rabbit speaking, chessmen creeping in mirror singing the white queens drinking gin drop tabs ten one sight’s been fish-eye lensed can’t stop, skirts up, hand fucked but is it clean in your wonderland pulsate colors mushrooms taste like wood you fall down stand up its all the same return back-swords upside forward count it down time stop flowers pollinate with sound in your wonderland
6.
fine 03:11
he holds his fist in rage listening to the fading words daddy’s gone not much to say he’ll have to work it out the seat burns his arm where sunlight castes upon the silence tares the covers has he stares at the loneliness that follows but he will find someway to make it he is fine as long as he can fake it how long can he stare not look at any faces not reveal the fear of losing everything he walks away and bleed but will not say a word anger is his open wound in the loneliness that follows but he will find someway to make it he is fine as long as he can fake it can’t fight the moment after can’t find the boy he knew he still hides he’s still an actor but sometimes the truth shows through can’t hold the memories but can’t let it go it’s all there it’s plain to see it’s all a show and he is fine
7.
easy 05:36
Every room she walks in is a temple Believers kneel profess their faith But they’re not looking for salvation They’re praying for a fall from grace She falls so easy, lands too hard Every song she sings is like an anthem Every one she loves disposable Every pill she takes is necessary Every day she fakes another show
8.
all over now 02:31
I woke up this morningAnd looked across the bed Trying to remember the last thing that she said Walking out the door she was so beautiful to see Her face was perfect but the words I can’t believe It’s all over now It’s all over now I woke up this morning and thought that I might pray But the emptiness requires too much to say I think if I were god I’d really have to laugh We fools who see the truth and choose to turn away It’s all over now It’s all over now I woke up this morning and looked across the bay The crimson tide rolls in the fish just so much waste The gulls no longer fly the air’s to harsh to breath The trash piled up so high the children cannot see It’s all over now It’s all over now
9.
trash 03:37
Pretending that they care For the falling deadly air But it’s a paisley brain repair And were trashed Toxic sweet perfume Deadly smokestack plumes We’re breathing all that we consume And its trash Drive your limousine Build your war machine Still you dress like mr. clean But your trash The angels come for you A preacher dressed like a cartoon Will Jesus bless your silver spoon When your trash
10.
I take the pen to hand to take a stand For one last ray of hope The words that come to me in imagery Of how I cannot cope I feel the wind tonight I try to fight But I cannot let it go I freeze inside my mind, I’d like to find Some shelter from the cold But I’ll be released I’ll be released some day I’ll be released I’ll be released some way I take a scarlet glass and drink it fast Cuz it’s a passing phase I find my logic’s still a losing will to power in a rage Fundamentally I’d like to see Beyond this plastic cage So I will wait a while and break a smile As I leave my cave But I’ll be released I’ll be released some day I’ll be released I’ll be released some way
11.
fade away 03:50
can you feel the weight of the world pressing down on your dreams it used to be possibilities were all that I could see And I want to be where the air is fit to breathe And the forests still shelter, and the rivers are clean For the right to live in dignity I’m ready to fight And I want more than anything to just feel alive Then it fades away but all around are those who worship with the dead they’ll pull you down, collect a fee trade your soul for a dollar now they call it efficiency

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This album is my first studio album. Alternate versions of It's a Dream, See it Through, and Trash, recorded in the corner of my bedroom, appeared on a demo with twelve other songs that was released as Minivan Gogh in May of 2008. Most of the rest of the tracks presented here were written as I was recording, and for the flexibility to do this I'm forever indebted to Dave Wilson who engineered the entire album. Tremendous thanks to my friend Yun Kum Collins of EyeCandy for the cover art!

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released December 16, 2011

All lyrics and music by Tom Ricker
Additional string arrangements on "Fine" and creative inspiration throughout by Dave Wilson
Guitars, bass and vocals, Tom Ricker
Additional instruments, Dave Wilson
Recorded LyraDigital, Houston, TX Feb-Sept 2011
Produced and engineered by Dave Wilson
Original cover art by Yun Kum Collins
Dedicated to Kim Ricker and Benjamin Won-bin Dennis Ricker

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